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Apr. 18th, 2006 @ 12:24 pm
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I haven't updated forever, but I still read LJ everyday. I still think it's better than MySpace....that thing is really on my nerves.
Anyhow, things are really nice. That's all I have to say. I like where I'm at, and I like where we're at. |
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Mar. 9th, 2006 @ 09:30 pm
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I'm 17 in 2 1/2 hours.
NEAT.
They pied me at work. Well, Bobby pied me. |
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Mar. 4th, 2006 @ 10:39 am
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HOW INSANE!
I mean, seriously! I can't even handle it anymore, in a really good way. |
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Mar. 1st, 2006 @ 09:19 am
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Crazy weekend.
1. I LOVE KHALA. We are going to get into so much trouble!
2. People make such a big deal out of little things...at least now I have a secret.
3. I really like him. I really think he likes me. I really want this to go somewhere.
4. I have the best job ever.
5. I might stay, for a while.
6. In 9 days, I'm 17. |
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So not a big deal? But not a let down.
Oh an....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...cuntrag. |
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He said I'm becoming important.
I really want this to work out.
I think it has potential.
Maybe not all Mike's are bad news.
The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Feb. 23rd, 2006 @ 09:33 am
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Isn't it horribly funny, or ironic, or something, that how what you want, and what is best for you are two entirely different things...if not polar opposites.
I don't know what to do.
Jan. 27th, 2006 @ 08:54 am
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Last night, I finally had a Friday night off!
Khala and I, who are new best friends, decided to go out. First, we went to Wing House to visit Amber. Poor thing, I can't believe she has to work there now insted of the club. It was really icky. AND then, there was this waitress, who had on the shorts and a regular T-shirt, so Khala and I where like, "why is she wearing a T-shirt?" Well, she turned around AND it said...Ker's Wing House Baby On Board...WITH AN ARROW! How gross? Anyhow, after that Khala and I went up to the mall to look for Valentines Day stuff. Right when we got there Will called Khala, so we had to stop looking. The three of us walked around for a while, and were jerks...then we went to Wal-Mart for some stuff. Khala and Will were fighting so she went with me, and Will met us there. After a half hour there...we decided to go back to Will's house and go out on the boat. It was really fun. After boating, we sat by the pool and chatted. I was waiting for Mike to call, since I was going to stay with him...and he finally did...but we decided against it. I really don't know about that kid. He's having a party tonight, and wants me to drop by...so I think Khala and I will. But...EHHHHH.
Anyhow...great Friday, I need more of them off.
Jan. 21st, 2006 @ 01:01 pm
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I really like him, I might even more than like him. I hate what I actually think though. If "the accident" would have never happened, we probably wouldn't be in this position, but I find myself wishing that it still didn't happen. It sounds shallow, but it's not what people think, and at least I am honest.
However, it's not going to stop me. You might only get one big break, and this could be it.
Jan. 14th, 2006 @ 04:53 pm
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It's always going to be a let down, huh?
Jan. 4th, 2006 @ 11:15 pm
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Today I went out with my cute 7-Eleven boy. It was very nice. I think this is a good thing.
Jan. 3rd, 2006 @ 09:19 pm
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So who had to work on New Year's?
Oh wait...
ME!
It was fun though.
Zach is so...aggravating. He kissed me, at work. After everyone had put in their two cents all night. Whatever. Then he said..."what? You know you can have me so you don't want me?"
Isn't that...I don't know, right on the money? Not really. We're so stupid together. I wish he'd get rid of Alison. Or at least just allow us to be the really good friends I know we could be.
Khala and I are quickly becoming awesome friends, which is really nice and fantastic and stuff.
Everyone thinks that someone, besides Zach, has a crush on me at work. And I almost hope they're right. It's such a bad idea and blah blah blah...but we all know how I like a bad boy :) I think that much more of a long term, on going thing though.
Obviously, I'm very soaked up in work. But that's fine, I love it there, and I love nearly everyone I work with. The drama is all part of it...but it makes it interesting...and none of us are too serious.
Dec. 31st, 2005 @ 11:46 pm
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So much has happened so far over break.
I'm probably never going to talk to Mike again. I should have listened to my gut on that one. Oh well, it's really not a loss. I really do feel bad for his girlfriend though, at least she's probably stupid, so she won't know he's lying.
Jimmy and I went out yesterday. It was nice. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I like being in a relationship, buutt....I like being able to run around and do what I please, without being held down. For example:
After I went out with Jim, it was time for The Seven Springs Christmas Party. It was so much fun. I was the dateless wonder, but then...Mr. Zach showed up, dateless as well. So I don't need to explain that to you. So Zach and I sat together at a table with, Khala and Willie, Mike and Jen, Courtney and her Mike. Zach was crazy, dancing everywhere. We had so much fun. Well, Courtney and her Mike had driven Zach to the party, because they were going to drink, so I ended up taking Zach home. We got to his house at 10:30...and I got home at 1. So work DRRAAAMMMAAA. AND on top of that, Zach isn't exactly single.
SOOOOOOOO.......LALALALLALALALALALLALALALALALA
Dec. 29th, 2005 @ 09:50 am
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So there is this Christmas party at work.
On Wednesday December 28.
I guess it's more of a holiday party.
But anyway, that's not the point.
The point is, I yet again, probably don't have a date.
Why? Because I have a dress, shoes, and a jerk best friend.
My back up man for these kinds of things is um...pitching a bitch fit.
So I'm really out of luck.
So, if any of you know anywho who cleans up nice, and can hold a conversation for a few minutes, and wants a free dinner...
Let me know?
This has to be the most pathetic thing ever.
Dec. 24th, 2005 @ 09:26 pm
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BAH.
HUM.
BUG.
Dec. 24th, 2005 @ 09:21 pm
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I. HATE. EVERYTHING. TODAY.
Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 05:32 pm
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So we made it to Tallahassee alright. I really like it here, so I guess this is where I'll end up. I've been depressed for most of the trip though. Not that Brian and I aren't having a good time, just so much going on, going wrong back home.
This trip has pointed out a lot of things to me, and I think that once I'm back home, some things are going to have to change.
20006 will be a new year, a better year. I think I'll start a recap of the year, but not tonight. Brian is laying right next to me, and I'm a little annoyed by it.
I have a new almost really good friend. And that's exciting.
I want to go home, for a lot of the wrong reasons.
We're watching Deal or No Deal, it's not very exciting, but neither is anything that's going on in our hotel room.
Ggg'nite.
Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 07:18 pm
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Off to Tally WE go.
Two days and two nights.
I am so excited.
Dec. 20th, 2005 @ 01:59 pm
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So...I know he is lying, practically to my face, and it makes me want him more. He is a scumbag, and guess what? I want him more.
It must be that bad boy complex.
WHY MUST I ALWAYS HAVE A CHALLANGE?
Even if I know it's an impossible one.
Nature of the beast.
On a wayyyy different note, Jimmy and I went out yesterday. It kind of felt like old times. And you know what? I don't really miss the old times. Sometimes I do.But it makes me feel shitty too. How many people have the chance to get that one ex back? UGH.
The rain isn't helping any.
Christmas is in 7 days. Last year, he got me a ring that said forever. Isn't that, ironic.
I have a strong distain for the end of years. It's too reflective. I don't have any desire to think of all of the awful things that took place in 365 days. Or all of the good things, for that matter.
I hate starring at the phone. Just ring, sometime before 11pm this time.
I wish I was 35 years old. Right now.
Do you still want to run away with me?
Dec. 18th, 2005 @ 08:18 pm
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I love my job.
UNEXPECTED HOLIDAY BONUS!
*Edit: Another reason,one of my favorite people is back. I'm glad. Feels like it did at the start.
Dec. 18th, 2005 @ 03:48 pm
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